The saddest day

Today I watched four friends, three of them children be laid to rest in the ground. The unseasonably warm sun on my face and the high brisk fall wind in contrast chills me for many reasons. The senselessness. The blackness. The horror I will never be able to forget. The deep crushing sorrow of her [...]

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If you want to try to help one more family

You can make a donation to the Heartly House.

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Carrying a murderer around in my car

Traffic is thick and I hate driving on the beltway. Half listening to the radio and half seeing their faces in the pictures I just sorted. I sorted through someone’s life. Every happy moment captured. People I don’t know. One person I wish I didn’t know. We edit the monster out of the pictures to [...]

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terrible, terrible, terrible

An un-understandable horror has occured and i won’t be around for a while. My immediate family is okay but nothing else will ever be okay.

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The distant memory

Warm layers of lovely sheets, blankets and body heat. The sun peaks around the horizon and I ignore its bright beckoning. The dog can wait. I can choose to stay in bed. I stay and stay until it is almost lunch The dog barks unable to hold it one second longer. In my pj’s I [...]

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Such a sweet girl, really

We are at the grocery store getting some last minute supplies for our holiday dinner and as I put the stuff in the car Chica says, very loudly, pointing, “HEY. THAT MAN IS REALLY SMALL. LOOK AT THAT SMALL MAN. THAT MAN IS REALLY SMALL. WHY IS THAT MAN SO SMALL…”
I hiss at her as [...]

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I am thankful I am so fucking smart

I got an A on my 2nd exam, a 96% and I think it might be the highest grade in the class. I fucking rule vaginas.

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See, see, see….I told you they were up to no good!

BEWARE the squirrel.

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Instead

Instead of studying I went to a funeral. Instead of spending time with my kids and husband before he went to work. Instead of sleeping, eating, talking on the phone. Instead of watching the sun set. Instead of listening to the busy crazy squirrels do whatever last minute fall business they have to attend to. [...]

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400+ and counting, dumbasses

Seriously I am considering ditching my nursing career and moving right into a career in porn. NO, I will not be performing but I could have a company that does net porn, cause, people, I have had over 400+ people coming to my stupid blog because of vaginas. Yes. I think they will be really [...]

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